I can almost see it, that dream I'm dreamin'

I am so so tempted to get on the scale but I know that's just a number. It doesn't really matter what it says. So I'll see what it says in December but not before. It will only be disheartening if it's not what I want to see and I'll get complacent if it says what I want it to. 6 months from now we'll see...